Tuesday, July 31, 2007



ahhhhhh...
i hate these new channels...
god... wat has happened to my country....
these corrupt police people... these corrupt judegs.. and ministers.. ths.. crappy crappy people... would run this country ?? why ???? why??
they let go politicians go scot free.. so many people scot freee.. and ths guy.. with heart of gold.. who did a stupid mistake... instead of empathy they rediculing him.. ahhhhhh.. people enjoying it in thr homes..
ahhhh.. i hate my own country for first time.. i hate it so bad... we are fucking loosers.. bpo slaves.. tech slave.. news slaves.. .just fucking slaves.. we will always be.. i give up... i finall give up.... come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ur emotions died? ur empathy died.. hes our brother... hes a nice guy...
sanjay dutt.. is not ur dinner story.... wake up... get a life...
this sucks... i offer to serve in jail.. instead of him... this sucks so bad.. god... damn this shit.
god.. atleast dont make it cheeky news.. god.. they male pain news :( goddddddddd
god ...dsnt exist.. atleast not in this country....
this is saddest day in history of this world..
road left behind indeed... harder you try not to look back.. stronger u know.. that without looking back ur staring in your past..

new road... left behind.. my balcony.. my views.. my plants.. my pigeons.. my car.. my office.. my friends.. my memories.. my love. all . i keep walking.. i cant cry.. i am a man. but i want to. i am not sad. i am not regretting. i just want to cry. do u know walls say goodbye ? plants sing farewell songs.. u feel friends smiles.. in your heart.. and yes .. pain of love.. slaps.. breaks like broken glasses.. determination.. makes u move without a doubt.. without any hesitation.. my feet are not tumbling.. my eyes are focused.. i just want to cry.
planes do fly... time does pass by.. new road.. new avenues.. new dreams... new passion.. but i know something will be void forever.
C'est La Vie!
how does one say good bye to onself.. ???

Thursday, April 08, 2004

to start... is everything.
is it?